hrm...

I'm tired. And bored. Life is pretty boring in general. I really don't do anything, and yet I find crap to write about on here. Does anyone read it? I don't think so. But, sometimes, it's nice to get your thoughts down on "paper." Of course, it's not real paper (obviously) but who knows? I really need to start working out. There is nothing that is holding me back from working out, especially this week and next week, but Im pretty sure I won't go. I want to enjoy my week off from school and I'll probably go out every day. Right now, I have plans to go out with my friends...oh, the next3 days. Great. I need to rein that in, because now that I pay all the bills, I can't be spending a ton of money. Ech.

The Villagers

I am addicted to Yahoo! Games. It's horrible. I go on the site to see what new games are on there, and I love all the games, so I buy them. Then, I have no money. It sucks! Damn that Yahoo! I was debating getting rid of my cable now that I am living on my own, but I don't know if I could deal with no VH1. I love VH1. They get all the shows after they've been on, like America's Next Top Model and The Search for the Next Coyote Ugly. It's great!

Food Network

I heart the food network. It's my inner housewife talking. Even though I can't cook worth a damn, and I'm generally lazy, I love to watch these people cook! It's so much fun!

cleaning part 2

I've finally realized why I live in such squalor. I am addicted to my computer!!! I could have gotten a lot done today, and yet here I sit on my laptop, glued to the TV watching I love New York. I don't know why I sit here for hours on end. There is really nothing for me to do on the internet besides checking my e-mail, myspace, facebook, and blogging, and that is pretty much it. It doesn't really matter since I'm on break from school, but I want to get the cleaning over and done with so I can enjoy my vacation. And, on Thursday, my mom is having surgery on her foot, so I have to be up there all day so I won't be able to clean at all. Eh, I have a lot of time still.

cleaning

I have to clean the squalor of my apartment. And I am not happy. I would like to be just sitting on my ass, watching the I love New York marathon. But no. My apartment is so disgusting, so I really need to do something about it. Janelle might come over to watch the finale of the show, and I don't really want anyone to see how gross it is here. It's kind of embarassing actually. Soon enough though, I should be done with all of that.

Stuff...

Now that I am single, I certainly am going to have a lot of time to do...well, nothing. I am on break from school for about a week and a half, starting on Wednesday. Of course, I have to clean the mess that Gib left in the apartment for me, so that is certainly something to do. I am really just very annoyed with the whole situation right now. It's actually lonely at the apartment without him, but I guess I just need to get used to that. I can't stay in a relationship where I am not happy and eventually, he wouldn't be happy either. I am kinda pissed that he managed to break my fucking keyboard on my laptop. He was going to get it fixed, and now, of course, he will not. So, that sucks. Oh well. Shit happens, I guess. I'm just not in a good place right now. How fucking cliche is that? I need to clean this disgusting apartment. I'm sure I'll be back to rant more later

Rah

OK...so, I recently broke up with my boyfriend. And, I feel like an asshole. It's sucks. I had the most random night out tonight with my friends, but it was fun. I'm not quite sure what to do at this pont. I've almost come to the conclusion that I just need to be single, like that's just what I need to do. What is fucking wrong with me???